I go through seasons and phases in my life where I’m
unsatisfied with where I’m at. I want “more.” I want more for my
family and I want more for me.
Do you ever feel that way?
It’s not easy to put into words what it feels like when
these moments of time come for me. Nothing may be wrong with my life. I just
feel this need to move on to something “more.”
Don’t get me wrong. That something “more” may not always
mean a new location. It might mean a “new” anything. Yes, sometimes a new
location. Sometimes a new church, a new school for my kids, a new job, a new
neighborhood, new friendships – but it usually means something in my life is
coming to an end and making room for something new and different.
I’m not referring to greed. Greed wants a different kind of
“more.” The kind that is there for image and esteem. The kind of “more” I’m
referring to is deeper, and more intense. It’s
a God-kind-of-more. That’s the only way I can describe it. It’s as if the
Lord is pulling me to a new path, a new calling (or challenge as the case may
be.)
I think it’s ok to want more for our lives. We shouldn’t ever settle. We shouldn’t
feel content in mediocrity or going through the motions from day to day. We
SHOULD desire “more.” For God has so much more to show us!
When I desire that something “more” it’s a hunger that just
can’t be squelched. Only God can feed me.
Only He can show me what direction He’s trying to point me in. Only He can satisfy.
I’m not sure we are
ever meant to be in the same position forever. I think it’s too easy to
stop growing when we stay where we’ve always been. God often led men and women
in the Bible to new lands – new causes. Why should we expect any differently?
2 comments:
I'm there. That place of wanting more. It is also a God more. Him gently urging, helping, leading. Enjoying your blog:)
Hi Candace! Thanks so much for stopping by and taking a minute to leave a comment!
May your heart be filled with "More" of Him so very, very soon. :)
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