Trials. They come
at us in different strengths and doses. For some of us, something that might
seem like a fleeting nuisance to someone else becomes a huge challenge in our
lives. We all have different weaknesses and buttons that satan loves to push.
And push he does!
There have been seasons in my life when I feel like all I
can do is keep going and breathing. In those times, I haven’t felt like I could
offer much to anyone else and I certainly have struggled with my own emotions,
doubts, and fears through it. For some
trials just grip you and won’t loosen their strength for a while.
I remember when I was going through one of those very
seasons. I was praying with passion, calling upon scripture, and just doing
things throughout my days to help me stay focused and not lose momentum in my
Christian walk. It can be hard to do at
times. When a spiritual battle comes
calling and you are dealing with spiritual forces – our own strength is never
nearly enough.
I was listening to a podcast (and at this time, I don’t even
remember who it was) of a pastor and he said something that gave me just the
right rope I needed to hold onto at that time. He said that sometimes you just have to walk faithfully with
God.
I may not be getting the answers I want at times in life. I may be discouraged or frustrated by my
circumstances, challenge, or situation. But it doesn’t matter. For there are
times in life where God doesn’t offer me an explanation. He doesn’t give me a
way out. He is God. And in those times, I can ask Him all the
“why’s,” “why not’s,” “how comes,” and “pleases” I want to – but His reasons
are His alone. And in those times, I have to decide if I truly trust Him. If I truly love Him. If I truly believe
He will deliver me. And if I do – then my option is to simply walk faithfully
with my God.
You see, that is my option. To walk faithfully with God or to fight against Him. And for me, there really is no
option at all. I know that if I walk faithfully with God through that tough
time, that a new season will come upon me at some point. A fresh day. A fresh chance. And my
faithfulness will be rewarded at that time because I obeyed, I trusted, and I
was simply faithful.
It may not always be the answer we want to hear. Sometimes
we just want clear deliverance. And I think it’s always okay to ask for that.
But if we don’t get it; then our faith comes into question and we are forced to
either exercise it or abandon it.
But if we choose the option of walking faithfully with God – HIS
strength will guide us, encourage us, and walk with us along the journey.
You can count on that.
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